I would have been envious if You had called someone else, and bypassed me.
This journey – isn’t this what I’ve been waiting for all my life?
Isn’t this the road You have prepared me to walk on all these years?
Then why am I doubting You now even as we stand on the mountaintop overlooking the plains?
The stars at night – they shine brightly as reminders of the promises and covenant You made with Abraham.
Why then, oh why, do I fear?
Mama said there will be a price to pay, a sacrifice that needs to be made or it would be a worthless offering.
It’s got to cost me something.
It cost You everything.
Help me remember that God, my Lord, my All-Sufficiency.