Three Months into Motherhood 

And it does get better! My mummy friends are right! It really does become easier to care for the baby after the first three months. Phew! I think I also become less oafy and inexperienced as time goes by. 😀 

David at 3 weeks. (Photo credits : Karen Sim from the K – Studio)

As with life in general, motherhood has its ups and downs. Thankfully, I believe there are more ups than downs. I’ve also come to terms with the immense (and irreversible, haha!) changes this precious little nugget has brought to our lives. 

Acceptance in our lot in life brings peace.

I would like to quote what mother and writer Liz Wann says from an article I read today on the Desiring God blog.

“When we got home, he would be up all night crying; I would be crying too. When evening creeped in, I would dread the coming hours. My own body turned against me as well. As my changing hormones raged inside me, I felt lonely all the time and cried a lot for no reason. This was supposed to be a joyful season of life-giving nurturing, but I felt like I was dying.

I had expected to spend my days celebrating new life, but instead found myself experiencing a feeling of death. This shocked me, but I shouldn’t have been surprised. As often is the case, death precedes life. It’s a pattern that God weaves into our lives. It’s the pattern Jesus left behind for us as well. His life shows us that we must die in order to experience any true life in our hearts. As Paul says in Philippians 3:10, “that I may know him and the power of his resurrection, and may share his sufferings, becoming like him in his death.”

We must become like him in his death to know the power of his resurrection. This is true for martyrs being burned at the stake and for new mothers facing sleepless nights. It is true at the end of our lives and throughout our days on earth. We must bury ourselves like a grain of wheat, so our death will bear fruit (John 12:24).

As soon as a baby comes into this world, it cries for its mother. This requires much bending and breaking from us. Our independence is being killed all the day long as we die to some of our old ways to take on a new role.

But through the dying, beauty is birthed. God uses the curse of death to bring new life. And it’s the only way to the joy of true life. As Paul says, “For as by a man came death, by a man has come also the resurrection of the dead. For as in Adam all die, so also in Christ shall all be made alive” (1 Corinthians 15:21–22). Because of the second man, we now have resurrection in our souls, because “our inner self is being renewed day by day” (2 Corinthians 4:16).

But first we must be crucified with Christ (Galatians 2:20). God uses the death found in motherhood to lead us to life. Though it feels like we are being killed all the day long, he is renewing us inside. When we embrace the daily deaths we face as mothers, we can humbly offer our struggles to God. He will meet us in our depression, anxiety, stress, sleep deprivation, anger, frustration, and lack of patience. This is exactly where he wants us. This humble embracing of death is fertile ground for new and deeper life.”

This is the link to the original article – 

https://www.desiringgod.org/articles/every-good-mom-dies

I’m grateful for where I am at now. Really enjoying time with David, he’s at this stage where he is able to already communicate joy and excitement with his eyes, body language and smiles.

He really loves being talked to, carried around and shown different things, and throughly enjoys human interaction. 

Especially ‘talkative’  in the morning, and at midnight after his final feed. 

Celebrating my birthday with baby David for the first time!

The cuddly koala 🙂

What are the odds of both husband and wife scoring free Boost Juices because they share the same Chinese name? (not surname!)

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